SEPTEMBER 2012

THE SPRING FEVER ISSUE

Tears In Heaven



Twelve days ago, Angel Joubert, our friend, daughter, sister, baba and team-member tragically lost her life in a car accident in Johannesburg, South Africa. The news of her untimely passing sent shockwaves through her circle of friends, her family, her community and shook the foundations for all of us here at The Modern L HQ.

Angel had touched the lives of so many people in so many ways. Here is a few messages from friends and family members for whom the void that her loss had left us with, can never be filled:
Mother and daughter
Marcel – Angel’s mother:  "To all Angel's friends: from the bottom of my heart, a special thank you to each and every one of you who touched her life and made her smile, for the support you offered me and for standing by me whilst having to deal with your own pain. For my Darling Angel: I love you so much my Angelchild, you made me smile, you made me cry, you made me laugh and you made me proud. What an honour to be you Mom and share so many things with you in your short life! Life will never be the same again without you and no one will be able to fill the enormous hole your passing has left. I will love you always and forever!"




Angel & Tihan

Tihan – Close Friend:A prayer from Heaven
 
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.
 
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."
 
It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
 
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
 
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
 
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
 
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
 
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
 
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
 
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
 
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me “





Frans, Lucinda and Angel

Lucinda & Frans – Close Friends: “Sissa You were our Angel on earth and now our Angel in heaven to stay...
God borrowed only his best to us for a little while and now you are safe in his arms out of harms way...
Your voice is silent, our arms is empty, but our hearts will always be filled with your love and memories.
We miss your soft and gentle touch, the sweet loving kisses and hugs... you are so far but yet you feel so near...
We still wait for the day to come for you to enter the door or the phone to ring on your tune... I guess that day will never come and we will never hear you say... “lief jou boetatjie” and “lief jou sissatjie” we will forever hear it in our hearts...
Your time spent in our lives was too short and we will give anything just to have you back again... you are safe and not hurting anymore... so please wrap your golden wings around us and ease the pain... till we meet again.
Love you around the world.... Boeta & Sissa “


Michelle – Close friend: “Angel you were the only girl I knew who treated everyone equally with love and respect. The world had so much to learn from you we will never forget you, you will always remain in our hearts “

Carmen & Angel
Carmen – Close friend: “MY FRIEND, MY ANGEL... Your battle is now over, no more tears flowing down your cheek,
no more pain, no more suffering, now you are no longer weak.
I still do not understand why this had to happen to you,
but I am proud to say you are my friend.
The day you closed your eyes,tears come rolling down my face,and ever since they haven't stopped. But I cry because I'm hurt and angry, just cause you left so fast. Although I know in my heart your happy and safe....
Now you are my Angel, so spread your wings out wide,
please wrap them around me whenever you see me cry.
Our time together was memorable and God took you way too fast,
But the most precious thing to me was you being there for me
and me wishing I was there one last time to see the way u look!!
I will never say goodbye to you my Friendy,
cause I know this is not the end for us to see each other.
You will only be going to a place where there's no pain nor suffering.
I am happy for you, for you will be with God.
For now we need to go in separate ways.
You were always there to listen, love, and defend me in everything.
You were my very best friend.
In my triumphs you were always proud.
I'm very grateful and proud to call you my friend.
Here deep inside my heart you'll always be.
I would give up everything I have just to hug you one more time.
If only I could turn back the time I would have never let you go.
I felt the world stops and my heart stop beating when they told me you're gone...
How I wish I was only dreaming.
Just like the rain; tears fell down from my eyes, I couldn't speak for a while.
Thank you Friendy..
For always understanding, listening , caring, and loving me for the rest of your life.
It's difficult to let you go but I must.
Till then;
See you in Heaven..”

Erin, Angel & Nikki
Nikki – Modern L team member & friend: “dedicated to The Jones Family... She touched so many lives... In our own ways, we can celebrate her life, as hard is may be at times.  
Jones family... Wow did you guys show me something in life.   I got to share in something that will make me look at life so much different for the rest of my life.
I offer my strength to you and pray to Him to keep you at peace... She was a remarkable young lady...  Her memory forever lives in everyone she touched with her gentle soul! Heaven must be beautiful right now...
My condolences to Angel’s family and the rest of her friends in this time. 
Love to you xxx
Sing Softly the Songs of Your Angel
Sing softly the songs of Your angel
Let Your angel let you sleep
For Your angel, in her wisdom
has begun her angel’s song.

Sing softly song’s of Your angel.
It holds the angel’s power
It lets the angel let You laugh
It lets the angel make You smile

Sing softly songs of Your angel
In your angel You must trust.
Your angel cared for You.
Your angel wouldn’t  let anyone hurt You.

WHEN YOU ARE LONELY
JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES.
SING SOFTLY SONGS OF YOUR ANGEL
YOUR ANGEL IS WITH YOU “

Erin – Modern L team member & friend: “Angel. I have not known you for a very long time... I have not known you well enough to say that you are my best friend... But I have known you long enough for you to have a special place in my heart and call you my friend...we did a photo shoot together and I will never forget the way your beautiful face lit up with your unique smile when u looked at me and I made a silly joke or I made you laugh... The moment we met we instantly clicked, like we had known each other for years... What you told your mom bout me, Jones told me and I will never forget... You really are an amazing woman! Thank you for giving me a part of your life to get to know me and trusting me, I am honoured to be able to say that we shared special moments together in one perfect day !!  You will be dearly missed and always loved… Be safe and I will be joining you someday... So for now Rest In Peace Angel...”


Nikki, Erin, Angel & Chantell

Chantell – Modern L team member & friend: “Shining Star
The angels looked down from heaven one night
They searched for miles afar,
And deep within the distance
They could see a shining star.
They knew that very instant
That the star was theirs to gain,
So they took you up to heaven
Forever to remain.
Look down on us from heaven
Keep us free from hurt and pain,
You'll always be within my heart
Until we meet again…”

Angel with big brother, Gavin
Gavin – Brother:Dear Angel. You were truly a blessing to all of us. You were and will always be our little piece of heaven! You were my angel and I, your guardian! I always protected you as best I could! It seems the roles have changed, for now, you are my guardian angel! I love u always my little sus! “







Miss Jones: “My baba, my lil Angel, I miss you so much! You made the world a better place by just being in it and I am truly grateful that you came into my life. My heart is broken now that you’ve been taken away and my world has been turned upside down. I want to thank you for the wonderful people you brought into my life, the awesome memories I’ll never forget and the part of you that I will carry with me forever. I love you!

My babygirl and I

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,

'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.”




To everyone who knew Angel and made a positive impact on her life, our sincerest condolences go out to you and we thank you for being a part of her life.
I would like to thank the Modern L team for all your help and support during this very difficult time and for being there for me despite having to deal with your own loss. To my co-owner, Martha; models Erin, Nikki and Chantell; designer Ilse and columnist Straight Stella (who never left my side) I thank you from the bottom of my heart, I would not have made it without you!
Angel's cross at the accident scene



6 comments:

  1. My heart feels heavy reading this and I didn't even know her, she seems to have made a profound impact on a lot of lives.... My thoughts remain with you all in this tragic time and the world mourns your loss with you, love, Vee xx

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  2. She was a very special person, a valued team member and a very good friend to a lot of people. Thank you for taking the time to read about our Angel and for keeping us in your thoughts - Ed

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  5. Wish I could have read this on day it was published but then there reason why things happen in order they do... looking back at my life the last few months it makes sense i end up here i think. My codelenses to family and friends, loosing someone never easy, and only time heals the wound of loosing a loved one.... I would like to recommend a book i read not to long ago. To those who might have lost faith in "God" and struggle with concept why He let it happen go read 'The Schack' of William Paul Young...

    Angel seemed a very special person and touched many lifes, it good to know and hope one day ill get change to "meet" up there in heavin one day...

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  6. Not a day passes where i don't think about ANGEL.. the dearest friend she was.. i miss you so mych.. i still remember all the times we stayed up all night just sitting and writing poems.. those memories i will cherish forever my ANGEL!!

    love you forever
    till we meet again in heaven

    Tana

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